Breakup quotes for girls (:
Perhaps the fact
that I chased a boy
who ripped me to shreds
says a lot more
about me
than it did about him.
Michelle K., Lessons Learned (via moonsulk)
remonts:

fuckreiva:

i was reading through my journal and i found this one page and it broke me

I think my heart just shattered

remonts:

fuckreiva:

i was reading through my journal and i found this one page and it broke me

I think my heart just shattered

TO THE DAYS WHEN I WANTED TO DIE:

to the days where i realized i was nothing more than a child
in the skin of an adult, holding her future in hands
that could never properly close
to the days when i woke up and wondered if vodka
was the same thing as a nutritious breakfast,
to the days here i skipped breakfast
and instead filled myself
with every bad word i could think of, using letters
like cauterization machines to burn out the fact i was hungry
to the days i woke up with new scabs from the night before
with blood covering the sides of my thighs and
a scream trapped in my throat
to the days i kicked myself awake from dreams where i died
and couldn’t tell if i was sad or happy
that it was all an illusion
to the days where the words “i love you”
felt like an insult directed towards my numbness
because despite the one thousand reaffirmations that
i was the center of a boy’s universe, my brain coughed
up each syllable until they felt like razors
to the days when coming home from school meant wondering
if i should just step out into traffic - to the road
where i would have ended
to the days where when the sickness got so bad and no one
noticed i was drowning, where i began to wonder if i no longer
possessed a soul but instead had a colony of termites and dry rot
resting in the hollow bones behind my eyes:

you have not won.
i am alive.

I’m constantly in so much mental pain…” ///r.i.d | inkskinned (via inkskinned)