These past few nights I’ve dreamt about you.
And I wake up with tears in my eyes and a hole in my heart.
I’m realizing I can’t replace you.
I thought I could but I can’t.
And I sit here everyday wishing that every text that came to me was from you.
I’d give anything to be in your arms again.
I remember that last weekend we spent together.
Because I’m reminded by it everyday.
It’s almost been two months.
And every day it has hurt less.
Today I almost texted you. Just to let you know how much I miss you.
But you don’t miss me.
You’re happy without me, and I can see that.
But sometimes I would do anything to just talk to you again.
I really loved you. I still love you. And I would give anything to be yours again.
I miss you, M.
And it just keeps getting harder.
I’m always here for you. xx
I don’t remember the sound of your voice or the smell of your cologne.
I don’t remember the way you laugh or the way you smile.
I don’t remember any of the things you said to me, & to be honest, I don’t remember how I felt when I fell for you But after everything, I do remember how I felt whenever you left.